This week was a difficult one for us... But also a time of Trusting in The Lord!
Last week a situation came up that seemed like a perfect fit.. We felt confident to move forward and be presented to the birth parents. We carefully prepared all of the paper work and prayerfully sent it..
Then just waited and prayed for Gods perfect plan. We prayed for the birth parents as they made their selection and a Peace for us whatever the outcome! Also protection over our hearts and $$. We knew Friday was the day the selection would be made. All day I waited for a phone call to say we were selected or an email to say we were not! Needless to say every time my home phone rang (which was 4 times ) my heart literally stopped and then started to race. ( our home phone never rings,but it did that day).
At 2:30 my phone beeped.. I saw the lawyers name and my heart sank!!!
We were not selected.. There were 7 couples that applied .
Called Jody to let him know, he knew when he answered the phone .. Cause he could here me crying! It seemed so right! It seemed like a perfect fit!!
Friday evening was very difficult and I gave myself that time to let it out!
I had a few praying all week and I could feel those prayers holding us up!!! I woke up Saturday ready to continue our search to our second sweet little blessing! I am Resting in His peace through our journey!! I know He has a plan and His timing is perfect!!! We are so blessed to have friends and family that love us and support us through prayer and love!! I'm excited to see what tomorrow brings !!!
I trust you , Lord!!
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